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Oh yey! My baby surprised me. He talked to Poroner and i can't tell you how happy i was to just see his name. I know i seem like i'm in love with him, please no comments on that. I am not in love with him. I do love him but it's a different love. :P Know the difference please. I'm just happy when i have him in my life, no matter how quiet. I said that. :3 We barely spoke, i two messages, him two back, but i don't really care. I just need to see him there. :) I have so much songs..! ^w^... The problem is "solved" from earlier... butterflies stopped but i will not continue the conversation... I don't know what to say. :p I'm pretty happy! My baby really did it for just me! ^w^ To make me happy! I didn't know when it will happen or anything... he just told me; My hero <3: ive got a surprise for you |♥Blue :3 ♥|: ? My hero <3: you will see ^_^ My hero <3: just wait for it =) |♥Blue :3 ♥|: Alright My hero <3: :3 |♥Blue :3 ...

|♥Blue :3 ♥|: Wtf you just proved most womens thoughts XD My sweet friend: Somehow I tend to do that. I'm not like most guys, clearly. My sweet friend: O-O I'm not gay! |♥Blue :3 ♥|: No? D: My sweet friend: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! |♥Blue :3 ♥|: Aw...DARN! D;< My sweet friend: O-O What!? |♥Blue :3 ♥|: Nothing... D': My sweet friend: -.-' what? |♥Blue :3 ♥|: I thought you were... o;< My sweet friend: BLUE! My sweet friend: I'm....I'm speechless... |♥Blue :3 ♥|: Im kidding!!! D': My sweet friend: Holy fucking shit! You had me going.....jesus christ, blue. Nice one |♥Blue :3 ♥|: OwO |♥Blue :3 ♥|: Am i that good...? |♥Blue :3 ♥|: Nice. :D My sweet friend: Well text doesn't show emotion so I couldn't hear it in your voice/text My sweet friend: I gotta love you for that! XD You had me. |♥Blue :3 ♥|: D'aww :D I was too lazy to re-write. See.... :3 I don't even try. I'm that cool. B) *whispers* Shhh, he's totally...

Timon: Ah Pumbaa, look at that little guy. A chip of the old block.  And you gotta know who's gonna raise him!  Pumbaa: His parents?  Timon: Ok, sure get technical. But how's gonna teach him the really important stuff? Like how to belch? And dig for grubs?  I'm telling you buddy, it's gonna be like old times. You,me and the little guy. Rafiki: Hihihi, it is a girl. Timon: Girl... Both: GIRL!?! Oi...  :3 They loved it at the end... ^w^  Asante sana Squash banana, wewe nugi mimi hapana! :3  If there's so much i must be, can i still just be me? The way i am.  Can i trust in my own heart or in my just one part, of some big plan? Even those who are gone are with us as we go on. Your journey has only begun. Tears of pain, tears of joy, one thing nothing can destroy -  is our pride deep inside. We are one.   ♡

Fuck you. I actually thought i liked you bitches! And no, i didn't mean you . :P I almost never do. XD Alan: Hello. I'm Charlie's brother Alan.  I wanna thank you all for coming. I know this is a sad day for all of us.  Blond whore: Speak for yourself.  Alan: O-ok, Uhm, I understand that some of you may have, "mixed" feelings, but, i-i think we can all agree that Charlie lived life to it's fullest and,and gave it everything he had. Brown bitch: Gave me harpies. Chelsea: Clamidia.  Other brown bitch: Vaginal wards. Evelyn: Excuse me, this is my dead son we're talking about. I loved him and i'm devastated that he's gone. Leaving me with nothing but my memories and my regrets and the listing for his beautiful front beach Malibue, with 3 bedrooms and 3 and a half bad's. And a beautiful panoramic oceans view.  Help yourself to brochures out by the coffee.  Alan:.. Thank you, mom. Um Anyway- Evelyn: Open house is Sunday, 13 to 17h. A...

Gorgeous.  ♡  Anastasia Dancing pares, painted wings. Things i almost remember. And a song, someone sings, Once upon a december. Someone holds me safe and warm... Horses prance through a silver storm. Figures dancing gracefully, across my memory. Someone holds me safe and warm... Horses prance through a silver storm.  Figures dancing gracefully, across my memory. Far away long ago, glowing dim as an amber.  Things my heart used to know,  things it urns to remember... And a song someone sings...  Once upon a December... 

He's on my mind right nao. I don't know why, so don't ask yourself. :D He just is. I used to have his pictures on my phone.... Do i still?... -checks-... ... .... I had one. owo I can't show, I don't invade privacy. :) ... Wait a minute, why wouldn't i? Oh yeah, I'm not that low. :P I'll keep it that way. :) I had the strange urge to look at it last night. I'm over him and i smile so much when i think about what he put me through, it doesn't hurt one bit. You could start repeating every single word he ever told me, all the lies, all the scams but, Nah, it's just Kevs. :D  Have you ever, accepted someone for who they are?  You don't really like who they are or what they do, and it's not someone you could be with but you still accept them as they are? Does that make sense? :)  In my head it does. He was gorgeous, i hope he still is. owo ... He seemed tall, very tall... I can't really say much about his looks, or...

I don't like when i read tweets or hear people say, "Life is one, live it how you should" and all that crap when you're depressed or upset. Yeah, you're right but you're fucking annoying. Don't you think we all know that? But it's fucking easier to say it than do it. You have no idea how much you have to give up to have a mind like that, you have to not give a shit even about the things that make you happy. If that makes sense. It's fucking bullshit for people who are at that moment depressed. There is no point in telling a depressed person it's going to be okay. There's not much you can say, only do. And that's be there for'em. I hate those, "Life is one! There's no time for pain!". Life is pain. Life is happiness also. I really do understand that people who do say that mean well and want to help, but i hate when people push it, or worse, leave you when you say it over  100 times and you still try but fail. ...