Circles, The Diary, Black Dahlia

Take my hand, let's go somewhere we can rest our souls. 
We'll sit where it's warm. You say look, were here alone.
I was running in circles.
I hurt myself, just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless, I didn't deserve this.
But to me you were perfect.

I'm scattered through this life. If this is life I'll say goodbye.
She's gone like an angel with wings, let me burn tonight.

I was running in circles.
I hurt myself, just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless, I didn't deserve this.
But to me you were perfect.

I see me writin' on this paper, praying for some saviour.
Wishing to intake and save her in a world so, so godless,
so thoughtless. I don't know how we wrought this,
all the love that you brought us.
It feels like I'm killing myself, just willing myself,
just to pray for some help.
I'd give it all just to have, have your eternity 'cause it's all that assures me.
It's worth all that hurts me!
I'd give my heart and I'd let you just hold it.
I'd give you my soul but I already sold it, on that day, that day I walked away
in December. I will always remember, I'll regret it forever.
I remember brown eyes, so sad and blue skies turned to darkness and night.
I'm so sick of the fight.
I won't breathe unless you breathe. 
Won't bleed unless you breathe.
Won't be unless you be till' i'm gone and I can sleep.

I was running in circles.
I hurt myself, just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless, I didn't deserve this.
But to me you were perfect.

I was running in circles.
I hurt myself, just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless, I didn't deserve this.
But to me you were perfect.

I've gone away. Seen better times in yesterday.
It's hard to say, that everything will be okay.
I've gone away. Seen better times in yesterday.
It's hard to say, that everything will be okay.

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'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now.
I've got nothing it's true but this song now, but the further I go, I wanna go home.
'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now.
I've got nothing it's true but this song now, but the further I go, I wanna go home.

I fuckin' swear that I care but it's hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare.
Oh my desolate soul in my desolate home. It's my desolate role, yeah I'm here all alone.
I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed. Curtains closed, lights are off. Am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak. Tolerance at it's peek, another 5th just to sleep.
Oh woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love. Hoes you see, hoes you see, I'm just in a rut.
And I swear I'm trying baby, please baby don't leave. Goddamn I'm a fuck up but I guess that's just me.
So I'll sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head.
I keep trying to climb but it seems so steep. Pour myself a fucking whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch.

'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now.
I've got nothing it's true but this song now, but the further I go, I wanna go home.
'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now.
I've got nothing it's true but this song now, but the further I go, I wanna go home.

I watch my momma cry, she says "Baby why?", I say "Baby died. Baby's gone like a suicide".
I don't think you'll see him soon mom. Stay outta my room mom.
Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you mom.
I sing this shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan. These bears keep getting warmer every time that I hold'em.
I pour this out for you like a partner in crime. It's part of the times when you're sick in the mind.
Yeah I'm sick, oh so sick, I'm so sick of this shit. Yeah I'm lit, oh so lit, I'm so fucked up off it. 
So I stumble around till' I stumble, fall down into this puddle of my tears laying here on the ground.
When you've got nothing left you've got nothing left to lose. With my last and single breath I'll still be singing to you. So when you bury me man you better bury me deep and sing along to this song 'cause you're broken like me.

'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now.
I've got nothing it's true but this song now, but the further I go, I wanna go home.
'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now.
I've got nothing it's true but this song now, but the further I go, I wanna go home.

And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from.
And I know it's been so long.
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along.
And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from.
And I know it's been so long.
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along.

'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now.
I've got nothing it's true but this song now, but the further I go, I wanna go home.
'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now.
I've got nothing it's true but this song now, but the further I go, I wanna go home.

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I loved you, you made me hate me! You gave me hate, see?!
It saved me and these tears are deadly!
You feel that? I rip back every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? You feel sad? I'm sorry? Hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife!
This strife, it dies! This life and these lies!
And these lungs have sung this song for too long!
And It's true, I hurt too! Remember I loved you!

And I've lost it all, fell today. It's all the same.
I'm sorry oh. I'm sorry no. 
And I've been abused. I feel so used because of you.
I'm sorry oh. I'm sorry no.

I wish I could've quit you! 
I wish I never missed you!
And told you that I loved you every time I fucked you!
The future that we both drew and all the shit we've been through!
Obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?! Look at what I made for you!
It never was enough and the world is what I gave you!
I used to be love struck now I'm just fucked up!
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

And I've lost it all, fell today. It's all the same.
I'm sorry oh. I'm sorry no. 
And I've been abused. I feel so used because of you.
I'm sorry oh. I'm sorry no.

Seems like all we had is over now. You left to rest and your tears are dried up now.
You just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now. You left to rest and my fears are over now.
I can leave with my head down.

And I've lost it all, fell today. It's all the same.
I'm sorry oh. I'm sorry no. 
And I've been abused. I feel so used because of you.
I'm sorry oh. I'm sorry no.

I'm sorry... 
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry...
Sorry... 
Sorry...
I'm sorry no.