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I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die. No, I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to.  Blood is getting hotter, body's getting colder. I told you once I'm the only one who holds her. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to. I look inside of myself  and try to find someone else.  Someone who's willing to die as to watch you crying for help. I know that blood will be spilled and if you won't, then I will. My grave will never be filled. It's either kill or be killed.  So let heaven be told that some may come, some may go. Where I'll end up I don't know but I ain't dying alone. I keep on asking the question can I be saved by confession. You see this blood on my hands , at least they're still reachin' to heaven. I got to pick up the pieces, I got...

Well fuck, I have no idea what to write. I don't have anything to confess that isn't SUPER SUPER SUPER private, or something about my parents which is not wise to talk about.  A secret... well If I told you, it wouldn't be a secret anymore, now would it. :3 I guess... Here's a very small, insignificant, stupid confession.  Even though, I think I've always had a crush on Vuk and Marko from my class. Yes even Marko.  Marko was a sort of trouble maker and he was always messy and so obnoxious and gross with his friends, but he wanted to fit in and he wanted to impress other people with everything he can do. And he was really really handsome always to be honest. Vuk was just super cuuute and a brainiack! That kid is a true genius, I'm not even kidding. Easily could become our second Einstein! :3  I realized Marko isn't like that at all and he is a true freaking sweetheart in 4 walls after proom but of course, too little, too late. :)

Friends Soundtrack Created by beeline29 and taken 44 times on Bzoink

Same freaking sex Dramatizing As in, when someone, especially in my class has a boyfriend, the moment something isn't up to their liking or expectations they momentarily find the need to dramatize about it, saying the guy has changed, she can't stand him anymore, he's too stressful (He makes her actually think for more than 10seconds) and so on and so forth. Leading up from that, Oh my god, I wanna break up with him, this is just too much... You've been together for a week... Let the guy breath. Selfishness When a guy does something bad, you have to go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on about how he's wrong, how much he's an idiot, unfair, jerk, retard, asshole, how he needs to change and you have the balls of steel when you're sending that over a text, (Yet you admit you'd never be able to do it in person). He needs to apologize, you don't give a shit, it's his fault, you couldn't care less to find out if b...

I will love you like I've never been hurt Created by bluezshadow and taken 17 times on Bzoink

Okay... ;_; Okay so... PLEASE NOTE; I did not WORK on this, I did not try it out multiple times so it looks good... This is just me deciding to do the challenge at 2:30am and just writing it out and taking a picture... Stahp judging!  As I said, it can be a lot better. I wasn't trying.. but here you go! :3

Well, these is a few things.  First one the list is school. I'm scared of the future as it is and thinking the worst when it comes to school scares and worries me. Like, if I maybe fail a class, or worse, fail a year. I'm sure I won't fail a whole year, but as an example; Biology and stuff like Physics kick me in the balls! I'm not a bad student, at all but eeh.. I guess that's first. The second thing is my health. This will sound very stupid but especially in the past two years, I've had health and sort of, ''mental'' problems because of everything that is going on. Till this day I have some symptoms and sometimes I feel it's getting worse and worse. No one really knows about this as much as me 'cause I almost NEVER talk about my problems or anything that is going on with me. I always have this voice in the back of my head that I can take care of things myself and about myself on my own and I really do, but I still do not share i...