Haha, the ones that used to read my blog and expect my blogposts with joy are probably reading with wide open eyes, considering I write SO MUCH now. It's really not my fault guys. If I had an available laptop and Internet to begin with, I'd have at least 10 blogposts up Today, but I don't. ): Okay, If you are able to read a lot of text and are in the mood for a pretty sad chapter, read till the end. Others won't like this. I want to talk about something…Get it out on the open, you know? It's easier that way. I was thinking a lot today… I've been really horrible lately. To stay away from heart-breaks, let's talk about my life and my own attitude. I hate myself for it, I really do. Recently my dear friend Poroner added me again and believe me, that was the very best highlight of the time. I was so happy and of course, seeing his name makes me feel better. I don't know why he added me all of a sudden and I'm not going to question it. I might not lik...
Okay, I'm sort of worried. I hope you read till the end. For the past week and a half I haven't slept for one night. Okay, let's say from the 14th which was, not the previous weekend, the one before that. I started not feeling the need to sleep at all or sleepy. I'll run you through it. I woke up at Monday morning normally, bleh, talked to Marija all day, the night came, time flew by, LITERALLY. Before I knew it was like 3am. I didn't want to sleep, wasn't sleepy at all. I figured it was okay. I stay up till maybe 7am which is Tuesday now. I go to sleep on force for five hours max, wake up like I never slept or even been sleepy. Stay up all day and until Wednesday morning, around 7 again... Then again sleep and again. Only from Friday to Saturday I didn't sleep. I didn't go to sleep so I was awake for two and a half days straight... The last time this happened when I got very ill two times. Once before I met Mike, like four months before that...
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