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Okay, this might sound crazy and just ridiculous but I don't have any picture with my dad, only with mom separately.  Here's my beautiful mommy. :3 I know plenty say I look just like her but everyone says that before they've seen my dad. Trust me, I'm all dad. x3  This was awhile ago, a few months ago, on her birthday! But it's the closest thing I've got. ;_; 

This is kinda hard for me, 'cause there aren't any things I think I'm PROUD off, maybe just like the quality. I can't think of anything at the moment but I'll do my best! Well First; I never judge things from only one aspect. I don't know if you understand me, but if I am facing any kind of problem, be it my own or my friend's or I'm giving advice, If someone wants a concrete advice, I will always look at all the possible possibilities and ways. I will always look out for someone, find their own kind of story and try to understand. I will never, if someone has a problem and they're being kinda "rude", so they tell me to stop talking to them or something without explaining or anything, many would say Well fuck you, he/she doesn't want to talk to me, I won't talk to them and they'd think like, I'm not saying hi again, he/she blew me off, I don't give a fuck. I'm not like that. I might get kinda surprised for like...

Oookay, okay. :3 Well, there aren't plenty of things but there are a few.  This might sound so freaking stupid, but whenever I'm in love or have a crush on someone, if that person even looks at me with a smile that I know was directed at me, it makes me so freaking happy, hopeful, warm and fuzzy. :3 Also! When I'm at home alone or not, doesn't matter but when I'm alone in my room and I have a big hangy sweater on or a nice warm jacket and am sitting and doing anything, I feel so comfortable and warm. If someone I care about starts talking to me and I'm just like chilling like that, snuggled up makes me feel so sweet. :3 I can't think of more important things... I guess I get warm and fuzzy when I get the food I want... It sounds so sick but it's true. Makes  me feel like a kid, yey! Foodzies! :3 When I cuddle/snuggle with someone... anyone. ;_; I think that's logical..! Okay! This is true! Ever since me and Houston got really really close, l...

Turn offs -smoking -drinking -gambling -too much of sports (obssession to watch) -dyed hair Turn ons; -perfume -longer hair (styled) -TOO PLAY or train something -neck kisses (cheeky) -singing!

Okay this is going to be hard... Btw, I know it may seem like Im asking for a robot, but you know what... Meet Michael, you'll get all I'm looking for! :3 Make me laugh! (Fun) This may sound weird, but the moment someone makes me laugh like, naturally, something in me flutters above in the sky. ;3 That sounds so cheesy but it's true. Of course, not every single guy but if I find you off the blank attractive and you make me laugh, you're headed for a good start to make me like you. Note!; I don't mean jokes like, Oh why did the chicken do that or how does the blonde do this and that, no! I hate those kinds of jokes! I understand them, I understand what they meant but I do not find them funny, unless you want a smirk out of me. Then alright. P.S. There has to be chemistry involved! Be nice! Do I need to talk about this? I think that's kind of obvious but there are some guys out there who find it to being a jerk will make a girl interested more. I'm not on...

I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die. No, I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to.  Blood is getting hotter, body's getting colder. I told you once I'm the only one who holds her. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to. I look inside of myself  and try to find someone else.  Someone who's willing to die as to watch you crying for help. I know that blood will be spilled and if you won't, then I will. My grave will never be filled. It's either kill or be killed.  So let heaven be told that some may come, some may go. Where I'll end up I don't know but I ain't dying alone. I keep on asking the question can I be saved by confession. You see this blood on my hands , at least they're still reachin' to heaven. I got to pick up the pieces, I got...

Well fuck, I have no idea what to write. I don't have anything to confess that isn't SUPER SUPER SUPER private, or something about my parents which is not wise to talk about.  A secret... well If I told you, it wouldn't be a secret anymore, now would it. :3 I guess... Here's a very small, insignificant, stupid confession.  Even though, I think I've always had a crush on Vuk and Marko from my class. Yes even Marko.  Marko was a sort of trouble maker and he was always messy and so obnoxious and gross with his friends, but he wanted to fit in and he wanted to impress other people with everything he can do. And he was really really handsome always to be honest. Vuk was just super cuuute and a brainiack! That kid is a true genius, I'm not even kidding. Easily could become our second Einstein! :3  I realized Marko isn't like that at all and he is a true freaking sweetheart in 4 walls after proom but of course, too little, too late. :)