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On Sunday! Tomorrow I gotta buy her the gift she wanted!... Yes, that's me. I wait until the last minute. ;w; But! At least I know what! I asked her what to buy her since I've already bought everything possible and I don't want to buy her clothes.. so she told me she ran out of lipsticks.. or lip-glosses. She doesn't use lipsticks. So, she wanted this XXXL lip-gloss from Lily's! A shade darker than mine and it's only around $2.50! It's okii! :3 I'm gonna add something sweet with it! I can't wait and grandma is making MY favorite chocolate cake, made ENTIRELY out of chocolate but made right... Oh is it the sweetest. :3 I'm really excited. I hope nothing get's me down that day. Also! I got an A in arts today! ;3 Yey! 

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For me it's the most important. In anything, especially relationships, of any kind. But trust isn't easy to gain for me, especially now. I was very very naïve before, I could trust anyone with anything, I wouldn't think of the damages or anything, probably because I never experienced broken trusts. Now I have a huge distance with people in general and I have this wall that's hard to break… I don't show my feelings until the person I am talking to does it first. I will do everything in my power to make you see you can trust me and if you start, I'll trust you with some things, not all of it… But if you never tell me what's wrong, don't tell me your feelings or anything, then I won't either . People really can trust me with anything, ask any of my friends… Especially guys. I'm not the girl who will judge you even if you come to me with a personal confusion about your body or something, but, I must really like you if I decided to trust you w...

In this new school, since I've changed I think a lot, at least to people who haven't talked to me in a really long time, I have A LOT, but in my school, people don't know me.. so they're confused. Tomorrow, we have a class that's called "Gradjansko" and it's mostly a class with topics and we discuss. It's really really cool. Ever since two weeks ago, I got a chance to state some of my opinions on stuff like Religion and The differences in people.  Everyone looked at me like, "O.o". One girl Andjela asked me as a joke how many college's did I pass. x3  Haha, it's not at all like that... I just OVER- think. I don't read... at all. But here are some questions they've been wondering about me... Why are you so serious all the time?  I'm not REALLY... I mean, I am with them and I was like that from the first day, but I'm very hard to get through, It's very hard to make me comfortable in person or even...

I'm about to lost my mind. You've been gone for so long, I'm running out of time... I need a doctor... Call me a doctor... I need a doctor, doctor... To bring me back to life . I told the world, One day I would pay it back.  Say it on tape and lay it, record it so one day I could play it back, but I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that.  Doubt startin' to creep in. Everyday is just so grey and black. Hope ; I just need a ray of that 'cause no one sees my vision. When I play it for'em they just say it's wack but they don't know what dope is and I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this, all I know is, you came to me when I was at my lowest.  You picked me up, breathed new life in me. I owe my life to you. Before the life of me I don't see why you don't see like I do.  But it just dawned to me, you lost a son. Demons fighting you, it's dark.  Let me turn on the lights and brighte...

I always needed time on my own. I never thought I'd need you there when I cry. And the days feel like years when I'm alone.  And the bed where you lie is made up on your side. When you walk away, I count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone, the face i came to know is missing to. When you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me thru the day and make it okay. I miss you...  I've never felt this way before. Everything that I do reminds me of you.  And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor and they smell just like you. I love the things that you do . When you walk away, I count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone,  the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone,  the face i came to know is missing to. When you're gone,  the words I need to hear to alwa...