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It's my little brother's 2nd birthday! :3 I'm at my aunts and uncle's house and they have a computer and Internet and well, obvious. :) He's the cutest baby I must say! :3 I had real fun and I ate like a pig! My stomach is still bloaded but I cried to be honest for a little while, in the bathroom. I didn't want to ruin their day, it isn't a day about me so it wouldn't be fair. <3 I took a picture of myself with one of his caps or something, a yellow hat. People who work and construc buildings wear only in kid size... x3 How do you like it?! ^_^ I like it... I took lot's of more pictures but it's the only one I can at the moment. My tablet is out of battery and we didn't bring our charger soo, I can't show. I hope you like this one for now though. It's 20:24 and we're soon leaving. Mom and her boyfriend will drop me off to my house and well, I will most likely go to sleep. I return back to no Internet (except sometime...

Here you go all that's been happening and why I am so absent on my twitter, blog in case you cared and wanted to know. It all started from my dad giving me shit about making me use Internet so late at night and I can't say I at ALL regret it now, it was so worth it! BUT, then home construction began. That is, first we wanted to take some HUGE closet or something out of dad's room and that took awhile. From that the walls, then an idea for the bathroom, then re-painting, then the floors and finally, my room. In the mean time, I have been talking to my Hui a lot and to my Mikii! :3 If you don't know who I mean, where have you been?! XD I feel awful for the way I treated Mikii though... I treated him like a door mat the past month and a half and I have no excuse whatsoever. Saying I was just happy and didn't pay attention would be the grossest thing I could say, plus I'd lie. I was just a selfish bitch and didn't see anyone but myself until I felt the same ...

W/eee. My brain is a little brainwashed. New friends, new surroundings, new teachers... It's all weird but eh. I was really lucky though! I have to take a bus to school which isn't a problem at all, but I saw a girl there with a bag waiting also and we got into the same bus. I hoped she's going to my school as well and as we were getting out, SHE asked ME. :3 I love when I don't have to make the first move... We wouldn't have met each other if she didn't. I'm too 'shy' too. So, we met but she was thinking of moving to another school so that sucks but she hasn't yet! I saw her today too and said hi. ^-^ I came in there... the school is falling apart to be honest, I hate the way it looks. It's just bleeh. D: It's old and it's falling apart. The newest thing is the bathroom that is REALLY nice but just across from girl cabins to pee, there are those men fountain thingies on the wall. :'D It's like an all girl-boy bathroom wh...

I call him just Ashton Kutcher, 'cause he's more known as that... but this man. :D ..Prrrr! :3 I would never have discovered this gorgeous man if it wasn't for the one and only Charlie Harper... Though I feel bad I had to find out about Ashton (Walden) by Charlie dying but still... <3 At first I was a grump and refused to watch the 9th and 10th season of TAAHM 'cause I was like... No? What the hell man? What the fuck! No Charlie, come on? Seriously?! No. But I gave it a shot and I find myself rarely hopping back to any season before the 9th and 10th. :D Anyway! I LOVE how he goddamn looks! I hate that he's twice my age, plus 5 more years...He was a model or is a model still I'm not sure but I do know he started modelling the 1998' in NewYork and all of this you can read in Wikipedia but oh mah gosh :3 I DON'T LIKE while he had the Billy Ray hair AND the beard, that was... weird, but he was still so very very handsome. :3 I wo...

This may sound SO stupid to some of you like, wtf, what does she remember, like it's even important. Who does that, who keeps track... but like I said many times if you recognize the nickname from the title, that guy left a HUGE impact on my life & heart. Two years ago today, I met him. I wish I knew the exact time but it was on Pewdiepie.de... I can honestly say, the day my life turned around in every possible aspect. I don't like I know it to be honest... There's a huge difference between remembering something on purpose and just not forgetting something. You don't forget your feelings of your first kiss but you don't try to remember them, you don't force it, it just never fades out of your memory... Many things are like that with friends and love. I just didn't forget, I remember everything, but I don't honestly like I do from this point of view. I've known him for two years and maybe max 5 or 6 months have I talked to him, and I miss ...

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I've been thinking and listening to one song, "Without you" from Breaking Benjamin and I know for who is that song or the whole album Dear Agony but I can't help but think of my friends... About Waqas, about Poroner, about My sweet friend, Kevin, even Mike...       Not all of the song fits but Poroner is out of my life, he has been for awhile and deep inside I truly miss him. I can't explain what he was to me guys. A guy I felt was my leader or something. His words were saint, his opinions were right and justified, he was... I was.. I don't know. He's just a part of my past now and I won't say it hurts, 'cause it doesn't in a way, but I still miss him. I regret just leaving. I came back to show my support, to help him, to be there and he told me I am a true friend for sticking for so long and still coming back after everything and then I just leave? I had a reason but it seems nothing compared to what I have lost... But I lost him way b...