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Hellow everyone..! Well my last blogpost is still a bit true but ever since I got it out, things went a little better. I stayed in contact with Alex and we are talking in Skype as we speak. :3 Is it retarded I am shy to speak to him in a call over Skype but yet we went out and talked and talked, like, I know him in person...? :D I think it is but I don't know why I am... It's like that with everybody so no I am not in love with him... Anyway, I did feel alone but something wonderful happened that sort of amazed me. Imagine the kindness and sweetest someone has to possess to see just a few tweets about your meet sadness, sends you a message and tries his darndest to make you happy? I am talking about Aris to whom I am speaking to right now over Twitter. He's 17 I believe and he, for the past 3 days, got on Twitter to message me, just to see if  I'm happy and smiling 'like i should be'. If not, he tried to make me happy every way he could and didn't ...

I am so feeling awesome! I got home and a ''present'' was waiting for me. Dad bought me a new awesome headset<3 They're the Genius HS- G530 headset. GXGaming :3 They are orange-black with a microphone. What I love is that dad's laptop backpack is also purchased at the Genius store and each GXgaming, thing,whatever, has a Scorpion as It's sign. We have THIS, EXACTLY THIS backpack but not the keyboard. We have a GX mouse, backpack and now a headset. It's really awesome. I have been wanting one secretly for long and he just bought it ^w^ There are no good pictures but this;  but you cant see the scorpion. -.- Im happy though! <3

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Good morning everyone first off :3 It's 11:30 and I ate breakfast and am going to shower in awhile. After that I'll most likely close the door of my room, blast music and dance around. ^-^ Mike is off today and I can't wait for him to get on to tell him what Jovana told me. I am so GODDAMN excited but I am scared to get my hopes up too much so, I'm still waiting for 100%, Jovana stepping off the plane. Anyway!   With my thumb! I hate my hands and fingers... they look weird.  I love'em so much! :3 They might look weird for you, that peachy color is a little odd, but I absolutely love them. They are super cute and just so... youthful? Gentle. ^w^ I took another but it was a fail... I tried to take a picture on the sunlight because they say it reflects the true color but no, it just seems yellow... LIKE sunlight. :D But they are seriously so more cute in person like everything else, but I hope you like them! I know I do.

Hello everyone. Just a little update on what's been going on. Nothing much, same old, same old. Speaking of old, not by age, I started talking to Kevin again! :3 That was really awesome! Kevin is my ex for new readers, Onkar you too :D He ordered me to write. He's my ex I've known for two years now and broke up a long long time ago. :) Things are rough to be honest... The past few days If someone reads my Ask.fm you'll get it but things will be alright. I won't let them not be. (: Nothing much other than that, but since I'm at my moms, My sleeping schedule is much better BUT I lost complete apetite. I can't eat AT ALL. Ever but I know I HAVE to. So I will, but for now, I eat on force and even after i start eating, you know that you get sudden cravings for food, I don't. That's pretty much it... Sorry to disappoint, nothing new events or anything but happy now? :D

I can't tell you how to make a relationship last for life or decades because I haven't done that. But If I had to answer that to the best of my abilities right now, I would say, 1. Be with the right person. Someone that you actually like and respect you know, someone you could be close friends with even if you had no romantic or sexual desires whatsoever. To put it bluntly, if tomorrow someone chops your mandrel off, would you still be Interested in your parther? There's your answer. :) 2. Don't take them for granted.  As time goes by it becomes easier and easier to forget what you have, it becomes mundane to you and you shouldn't let it, cause it isn't. 3. Talk about everything. Don't leave stuff unsaid, don't let frustrations build up. In any good relationship you're always on the same team so you have to trust each other, you have to work things out together. Disagreeing over something and fighting over something, while that's n...

I got a lot of attacks today from friends because I don't believe in God. It stated from me answering a question on Ask.fm on the topic and I compared God with Santa and the Tooth fairy. If you want to read, read till the end. If you any comments, corrections, put them down bellow. (Dean's line :D)  Why I don't believe in God is very simple, none of what priests or our religion believers say makes sense. I don't understand how someone can so blindly trust and believe that somebody out there that he has never seen before is real and is leading them to a good and true road in life. I don't understand how people have confidence that someone out there high up in the skies or wherever is listening to them, yet they never saw him, heard him or have any sort of proof he exists except that they WANT to believe he does.  Even if you do pray for something to work out, it doesn't necessarily mean God did you a favor. Karma is a powerful thing and is proven, or in ...