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He's on my mind right nao. I don't know why, so don't ask yourself. :D He just is. I used to have his pictures on my phone.... Do i still?... -checks-... ... .... I had one. owo I can't show, I don't invade privacy. :) ... Wait a minute, why wouldn't i? Oh yeah, I'm not that low. :P I'll keep it that way. :) I had the strange urge to look at it last night. I'm over him and i smile so much when i think about what he put me through, it doesn't hurt one bit. You could start repeating every single word he ever told me, all the lies, all the scams but, Nah, it's just Kevs. :D  Have you ever, accepted someone for who they are?  You don't really like who they are or what they do, and it's not someone you could be with but you still accept them as they are? Does that make sense? :)  In my head it does. He was gorgeous, i hope he still is. owo ... He seemed tall, very tall... I can't really say much about his looks, or...

I don't like when i read tweets or hear people say, "Life is one, live it how you should" and all that crap when you're depressed or upset. Yeah, you're right but you're fucking annoying. Don't you think we all know that? But it's fucking easier to say it than do it. You have no idea how much you have to give up to have a mind like that, you have to not give a shit even about the things that make you happy. If that makes sense. It's fucking bullshit for people who are at that moment depressed. There is no point in telling a depressed person it's going to be okay. There's not much you can say, only do. And that's be there for'em. I hate those, "Life is one! There's no time for pain!". Life is pain. Life is happiness also. I really do understand that people who do say that mean well and want to help, but i hate when people push it, or worse, leave you when you say it over  100 times and you still try but fail. ...

I miss my friend, i do. Every day. <3 The first song he ever sent me. The first time he showed me he actually cared for me, for a stranger. I'll never forget that and how i cried.

Yesterday! :3 I went out with Christina and 3 other friends to watch a movie! We watched The Hobbit in 3D! :D It was so awesome! We again ended up talking like 2 hours into the movie and almost didn't see the end. xD Oh well, it was a fine movie i guess. :) But now i understand how Bilbo even had the ring with him. :D It was awesome, we watched the movie and then we went on some cool 4D rides. I can't explain but you sit and it's like you're having a rolercoaster ride in either a mine or some space thing. xD Itwas awesome, it did cost 250dinara but meh, it was fun! :3 Christina, Milica and me went on that. Tijana couldn't spend more money. :) We went out to fool around with clothes, Christina got very bored and it seemed like she was mad at the ending 'cause Milica, Tijana and me made plans but i asked her and she said she was ok. I saw she wasn't but when we all got home i called her and she just felt sort of weird, neither she could explain but! :3 It...

Charlie bawls over Chelsea leaving 'cause he over-reacted to her spending time with a Charity dude Brad. --in Alan's room-- Alan: Charlie? Charlie: I can't sleep in my bed, it smells like Chelsea.  Alan: O-oh ok, well, why don't you stay here and i'll go sleep in your room. -tries to get up- Charlie: N-no, don't go. -pulls him down- I don't wanna be alone. Alan: A-alright... You're wearing pajama bottoms right?  Charlie: Shhhh. Alan: Exactly how drunk are you?  Charlie: -puts his arms around Alan in the spoon position-  Alan: Both questions, asked and answered ._.  --mean time-- --at the end-- Charlie is upset and hurt and is looking over his balcony. Evelyn(his mom); I just got a call from Chelsea. Charlie: Yeah? Evelyn: She said she wants to post-pone the wedding. Charlie: I know.. Evelyn: I'm sorry. Charlie: Thanks. Evelyn; Believe or not, i do love you and i hate to see you hurt. Charlie: Yeah well, i guess kinda had it ...

Season 6, episode 16. Charlie and his new girlfriend are watching a basketball game..->  Episode 16 I didn't remember his girlfriends name.. owo UPDATE; Chelsea: It seems to me that it would be more fair that if everybody on both basketball teams was the same height. Charlie: That's how it seems to you huh? Chelsea: Yeah, like in boxing. Heavy weights fight heavy weights, light weights fight light weights.  Charlie: So,in your world, everybody on a basketball team would be say, 6'5 and they would only play other teams that we're 6'5?  Chelsea: Exactly! That way no one would have unfair advantage.  Charlie: Huh, that's very interesting. Chelsea: You really think so? :3  Charlie: No, but it's less likely to start a fight than,"That's the dumbest thing i've ever heard". xP Chelsea: And yet you said it anyway.  Chelsea: Listen, i've gotta talk to you about something. Charlie: Okay, dumb was a poor choice of words.  Chels...

Wow!! <3 I hit to season 6 already! <3 I don't honestly like it that much... i hated how Kandi and Alan broke up, it just wasn't fair!...Sorry for spoilers.. ;_; It's all the same... Even Evelyn got married again and the husband died on the day of their wedding... from a heart attack... of too much excitement... if you know what  i mean. ;) Jake is getting-...Charlie might have made a baby to a woman! o.o Ten years ago!...I'll see..~! Anyway! Jake is getting so cute! :3 He's tall, he's not fat anymore... his face is cute! ^w^... I love this show!!