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Hehe, it makes me laugh. :3 I found a lil paper and on it it has mine and my best friend's conversation! I think we were in German class. We always pass out notes and talk! :3 In English yes... It's weird, but ever since i got together with Mike, describing things became impossible in Serbian, so we passed out notes in English and she started to love it. Now it's constant. We draw even hearts and smileys. x3 On SMS's, over facebook, everywhere. :3 It's lovie and it was a long time ago... maybe... 6-7  months ago. :3

I thought why i stopped being open in my blog... i don't remember. I find it hard to believe that a group of people can make you SO paranoiac? You know that...xD You know that someone fucks with your brain and trust so badly that you don't know who to trust and when just ANYONE that even says, "Oh yeah i know her/him/them!", you just wanna leave? xD Jesus, i have. I mean, no, it doesn't hurt me, it makes me smile. I just wish i kept the chats and everything but meh, don't really matter anymore, it seriously makes me laugh now. But i don't understand...you make a plan, do a whole game, make up a complete situation, lie. Those same people hate bullies and say in defense they are... lemme check.... They say they have class. Take pride in lying and being a player and call it class? Is it really a that sick friendship around? I don't understand. If someone could explain i would gladly listen but... i don't think they would have the answers...

Yes! I just might go! With my best friend and other friends from school. ;3 We'll go on those rides... god, Christina would make me escape from jail even though there's a big posibilty they'll take us back. xD She's an adventurer!  She would do anything once! Except drugs and that other shit. :) We'll have money with us and it'll be fun! I am a bit sad i am not going to my moms place though...but i'll see her during the week! ...My parents are divorced. c: I am not upset by it, i'm used to it. They've been for the past 4 years. :) Oh! Did i mention my nephew is a boy...? I didn't did i? xD Sorry, the name for me is self-explantary but i guess for you no? xD Well they're both boys! I haven't seen either of them... Luka is at the hospital for a thingy... and Andrija is with his mom. She's getting out today! If there aren't any complications! I can't wait for both! The fair and my nephews! <3

One of the things that bothers me. My friend Jovana for example (not our Jovana,Mike), always says, no matter for what situation, "I hate her/him! I really do!", and if i ask why and what did that person do to her, she says "She's so mean! She didn't say goodmorning to me!" or anything stupid like that. And she's a Jesus freak by the way. I don't like that people use that word more than they should. Something i learned through the past year. Hate is a too much of a strong word. Hate is a destructive feeling and the line between love and hate is petite. When you truly hate someone, he has to do something unbelievably brutal to you and just terrifying. When you hate, your whole world spins around the fact that you want evil, t hat you want to make that person's life bad, take away his happiness, and it's destructive as i said. It destroys yourself as well.  You don't hate anyone. For an ex boyfriend, you're mad, you're ...

I drew it, it didn't turn out...THAT good, but i can't get the curves and shading right with just black and white, but i'm gonna try and do it in SAI. :3 I'll see how it turns out... this is how it looks right now; That's on paper, took me about 10 minutes, i took it by my moms phone.  Only her phone right now has the thingy to connect with my computer. That's how i get my music.  x3 Anyway, it's for this picture... Her right eye. :3 I know it's not that well...but i'll show the SAI work. I bet it's going to be even worse...or i'll just give up. x3

Yes... I'm gonna try and draw Kyou's eyes. :3 Why..? Well... the other day i was in school the...kid who watches over and shit, i had some sort of notebook with me and i did a anime/manga eye out of my head. And it turned out pretty well..:3 Then i tried to draw a more realistic eye, or in other words, i tried to use Christina's eye's as reference and it turned out great! I might show it next week! :D But for now...i'll try this. I'll post it. :3 

Haha, i just remembered the forum! xD How long has it been since i am banned? Two months? Maybe... I love Pewds! Even though i stopped watching most, i can't keep up with every playthrough he makes, it's too much to keep up with all the parts, but every once in awhile i come back to my sense, and pee my pants! All that good stuff! :D Oh man... i love how now i just entered the forum and you can be signed in, but you can't do shit. All it says "Your user account has been banned.". x3 I love how it stands that i have a private message, though i can't open. Why i love it? Because i remember WHY i was banned. :D That was fuuuuun~! Eh, i don't miss the forums at all. Most of my friends i actually enjoyed talking to were off it before me. I just stayed for the boredom. Besides, i have'em on skype. :3 I still remember some members that used to annoy me... i never started shitstorms, but when i got pissed, i got pissed. x3 I must say it was real fun. R...